Reflections on 2020

Looking back on the past year, 2020 has been crazy. It has done a lot to people. It personally has broken me down and made me cry. This year has been a true savage.

Sometimes it’s not fun where I work at either. All you want is a permanent place or position. But you have to hope for the best, but I guess that’s how it works. It’s been a real rollecoaster these past months. If it it one thing that this year has taught me, is that I really do suffer from “anxiety.” You try not to sorry about everything, but some things just happen to catch you off guard when you least expect it.

But not everything has been bad this year. I have a wife who loves me very much. I would do anything for her and she would do anything for me. I was finally able to get back into school and already completed four classes. So not all of this year has been horrible.

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Journal #3 2020: Things about Me

I would say, “The one thing I want people to know about me.” But in reality there are several different things I would want people to know about me.

First off most of my childhood, I was bullied because I didn’t talk disrespectfully to women. Why, would I? A “women is not a Bitch or a hoe,” let alone my “women, is not a Bitch or a hoe.” I guess that’s the difference between a child and a man. It’s strange, seeing as the childhood I had. I truly believed, I would end up like my father.

In retrospect, I grew up but who was really going to show me what growing up was or looked like. Especially, since I practically instilled my own values in myself. Sure, my father may have been apart of the process. But it was because I kept telling myself, “that’s not how I want to be.”